25. I killed him

1995 Aug 21

I can't escape the feeling that he died because I tried to rescue him.

Why did he just jump like that? It was just one floor but he hit like a rock. He didn't look at me, he just saw my car arrive and made a leap of faith

I just stayed there dumbfounde3d. He was so close to my car too. If I got out as soon as I stopped I could have pulled him in

The worst part is there was a walkie in his bag, what he was using to communicate. What am I supposed to tell them all? that I caused their friend to die? sorry??

I turned the radio on and they're all talking about it. Hassan, the old guy drove by just minutes after I did and found him dead. They think I robbed him